`Monday, January 31, 2005;__
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went church wih mum. i feel
so sinful. =X well not gonna elaborate
any further. i jus feel tt way.
aftr tt we went town. all the way
from admiralty to town and i ONLY
bought a pair of shoe! =X
didnt feel lk shoppin at all.
maybe today is jus not the day
for shoppin i guess. so reach
home arnd 4.30pm. and help to do
some stuffs den later veron called
so yep helped her with her chinese
REAP. so she came to my hse arnd 7pm
hais okay as her close fren
for years, ofcus i relised tt she aint
in the mood . she seem so not rite unlike
any other days. i didnt ask, let her be,
when she was postin, changin the music
of her blog,findin the song FirstLove
and i do relised her eyes full of tears,
i didnt ask again, and very fast she hold
her tears back. i noticed everything.
not i don't care for my frens but sometimes
i feel lk leave them alone tt wud be much
better choice. cos if i was the one, i definately
wud wan to be alone. frens of mine pls
dun get the wrong idea tt i m heartless or
wad. cos from the bottom of my heart
-i care-
i aint good at expressin my concern my
love or even my words, but true enough
i care from the bottom of my heart.
i aint any ordinary frens. i wanna be some
special fren of urs. a very special ones.
so i keep the questions to myself,
if u choose to share with me ur probs
i'm all here for u.
i cried when i read ur blog.
tt shows how fragile i am.
i burst out easily i admit but
tts me. i was born this way.
hais is very sad to see all tt.
the pain u faced I personally
understand how it feels.
cos i've undergone all tt b4.
is jus tt it happened ealier.
i hope u gonna be the one tt
i used to hang out with very soon.
the gal tt i used to noe .
the gal who dun have all these problems.
i admit u used to be a very 'strong' gal
to me. i've never seen ur tears b4.
maybe yes once durin p6 graduation day.
tts the only time.
[[ i wanna be ur special fren! ]]
[[i'm always here for u.]]
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`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 2:46 PM;__
